And to report back to today.

Some of the lower posts are from different dates, as posted in the name.

Alot has happened, and its still confusing in my mind. I dont really know whats happening. Im graduating in 10 days, Im failing, Im speaking my mind, Im moving, Im losing friends, Im gaining new ones, Im fighting for everything. The antidepressants make me lose my fucking mind, only make me want to hurt myself more. I just dont give a fuck about anything or anyone when I take one. thats all it takes is one. I see why Mike thinks theyr the fucking devil, bc they are. haha.

But it's late, my mind is foggy, and I have a certain craving that needs to be soothed now.

gnite for now.