Pain 1

The pain comes eventually.
Whether that person loves me or not
The never ending pain
Pain that makes me want to scream
That makes me want to tear down all my walls
And just cry out.
But I cant cry out anymore.
I wont tell that anything is wrong.
There is nothing I can do
It was their decision
Not mine.
The consequences tear me apart…
I cant cry over this
Its impossible for me.
Its not the first time I’ve been hurt.
And I know it wont be my last
Pain is there
A constant reminder on my wrist..
My wall of shame.